Today I am hurt,
but there is nothing new 
the word has lot it's essence
it will be same for you
but it won't be for me

Today I explain
all the mistakes I did
all the misunderstandings that occurred
yet my warmth will never comfort you
will always remain unfelt

Today I empathize,
your soul,your deepest secrets,
pouring out my strength towards you,
still you fall back
and I prevail to do...

Today I wait,
in a hope that positivity lives,
but nowhere do I see you
and nowhere I ever will..

     Walking on the streets of London, I saw an old couple on a bench

So engrossed, so entangled they were in their world of memories

                                                           Her laugh made him laugh, his touch made her calm

Their eyes met each other just like the first time and their hands twined just like the last time

                                             Sitting across the street, I sensed warmth from their love

It felt like waves pecking the shore and wind flowing through the body

                          Suddenly, I realised I am not alone anymore

It’s was me being empathetic to myself.  Loving myself.

                                                            I smiled and smiled

I knew it was not just a warm fuzzy feeling

                                                           It was more than that..........

I glanced at you

You seemed pale

Wish I could hold your hand

And say

Here I am!

I see my heart rushing

I see my tears dropping

So much warmth

Yet you won't say

Here I am!

Hopes being crushed

Soul screaming for embracement

Heart squeezing for love

Nerves losing control

Everything of me is you and only you

But you will leave without saying

Here I am!

By

LITTLE THINGS

   I see myself losing breath as I try to prove my mind wrong.No,I can’t give hope.This is not who I am.This is not how I define myself being a loser.I surely know it’s a trick.Yes!!! it’s a test. A test to see whether I am as I describe myself.As I try to accomplish my trek,I realize it’s not just going up.It’s more of evolving yourself by facing most fearful thing-DEATH.You struggle to breath.You understand the importance of every moment.You remember your mistakes and reason them. Basically,you deep think because there is no other distraction around you. It’s just you and your memories.

   What if a butterfly comes near you at that time?I am sure anybody would observe the beauty of nature.It’s so unfortunate that we miss to notice these small things in our daily life.When was the last time you heard birds singing?How often you gaze the sky? Surrounded by technology,are we changing from humans to robots?If yes,wouldn’t that be the worst thing ever?

  Few days before,when I was returning home I saw a little girl playing with her father.Nothing they had except a hut and few vessels.But,I could see her enjoying.She looked beautiful.Her smile was like an angel.I smiled and drove thinking about her.She made me realize I am in search of little things.It’s like these thoughts tickle your mind.They make you happy every second.That helps us to live life in present. In short, to live happy and that's what we are in search of 😃